Nikita Hand faced a challenging decision when considering a civil case against Conor McGregor following a 2018 assault. Despite her personal reservations about being an "imperfect victim" due to alcohol and drug use on the night of the incident, she chose to proceed. This decision stemmed from her desire to combat the stigma suggesting that victims must be perfect to be believed.
McGregor, a prominent figure with a substantial online presence, denied the allegations, which led to a high-profile trial in Dublin High Court in 2024. Despite the intense scrutiny and a harrowing cross-examination, the jury ruled in Hand's favor, awarding her nearly €250,000 in damages. Although the verdict provided some vindication, Hand continues to experience anxiety and fear.
Hand's experiences have inspired her to write a book, "Not the Perfect Victim," detailing her ordeal and its ongoing impact. The case has sparked significant media attention, highlighting societal and legal responses to sexual assault allegations. Hand emphasizes the importance of controlling her narrative and supporting other victims.
Raised in west Dublin, Hand's life intersected with McGregor's in their shared community. Her assault occurred after a chance interaction at a Christmas party led her to meet McGregor. She reported the assault to the police, but the decision not to pursue criminal charges led her to file a civil lawsuit.
In June 2024, months before her trial, Hand's home was attacked, an incident believed to be linked to McGregor's supporters, though he was not implicated. The subsequent trial drew widespread attention, with Hand enduring a demeaning cross-examination.
McGregor's appeal was unsuccessful in July 2025, and two individuals were charged with perjury following an investigation into evidence used in the appeal. Hand credits her mother, partner, and support from the Dublin Rape Crisis Centre for helping her cope and rebuild her life.
Hand is now exploring a career shift to support other victims and survivors. She hopes for a future where victims are not blamed or shamed, advocating for a serious consideration of consent. Hand criticizes the continued public platform given to McGregor, emphasizing that no one deserves such opportunities after being found guilty of assault.
Despite the legal outcome, Hand holds no personal feelings towards McGregor, focusing instead on the broader implications of her case for societal attitudes towards victims of sexual assault.
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